Kendall.
He is my main focus and the reason why I am trying to succeed.I don’t just do it for myself,I do it for him.He is 5yrs old now,and I swear he gets wiser by the day.I can actually sit and converse with him as if he’s a teenager,thats how advanced his mind is.I was afraid he wouldnt grow out of his “baby talk”,but he is coming along fine.
He is a computer geek,like myself,he loves video games,and he loves music.I don’t let him watch music videos because I feel at his age,he’s easily attracted to things,and he is easily influenced.Hell,I don’t want him to watch TV period,but at the same time,why would I deprive him of his childhood?That would be unfair.
i just want him to appreciate everything I’m doing for him,and I want him to excel in whatever he wants to do.He told me today that he wanted to be a ninja.i laughed so hard…
Kids…theyre awesome!
So this is my first day of the 365.
Ok,i know im late,but whatever!lol!
My weekend was pretty much relaxed…minus the photoshoot i had to style.
Today makes it a year since my bf Stephen died,so I wasnt feeling too pumped.I try not to mourn & isolate myslef,but it really hit me once a few people were discussing it on facebook and calling to see how I was doing.
On a lighter note,Im hoping I can keep up with this 365 thing,and if I cant,enjoy what I post anyway!